How's it going?? I haven't been as present as I used to be. I know I said I'd stop posting here when i got into college but oof. I still have stuff to say so it only seems fair I say it. I could have done this whole blog in a much better manner. I could have posted regularly. I wish I had another year of high school so I could get more responsibility, since I spent the entirety of high school not doing anything and complaining.
The millennium, decade and year are over! Now we have a whole new universe to explore!!!! I am not so positive, and looking back into anything pains me deeply!! Oh well, I just wish I for once had the correct thoughts at the correct place and time. Hope we have fun in this new year.
Top be honest I couldn't care less about this human concept of time, I feel extremely disconnected from it and that probably plays a big part in why I suck at life. I don't know, it's not a question of "1999 went by so fucking fast I can't believe it's 2000 already!", it's more like, I don't feel time at all. It could be 2020 and I wouldn't feel a thing. I just overall feel extremely out. I've always been dissociated from everything but now it's sort of worse, last year I still felt some sort of "coming of doom" feeling regarding the new year and time still made some sort of sense. But now I have no actual clue. I don't think i am ready for any of this.
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