Friday, January 31, 2020

good bye uk!

If you told someone from like, 20 years ago that the uk would like the eu they'd say that's bs. But oh well, farewell britain! It has been a wild ride, too bad you never had the euro as your currency!

Wednesday, January 1, 2020

Happy new year of 2000!

Hallo internet!
How's it going?? I haven't been as present as I used to be. I know I said I'd stop posting here when i got into college but oof. I still have stuff to say so it only seems fair I say it. I could have done this whole blog in a much better manner. I could have posted regularly. I wish I had another year of high school so I could get more responsibility, since I spent the entirety of high school not doing anything and complaining.
The millennium, decade and year are over! Now we have a whole new universe to explore!!!! I am not so positive, and looking back into anything pains me deeply!! Oh well, I just wish I for once had the correct thoughts at the correct place and time. Hope we have fun in this new year.
Top be honest I couldn't care less about this human concept of time, I feel extremely disconnected from it and that probably plays a big part in why I suck at life. I don't know, it's not a question of "1999 went by so fucking fast I can't believe it's 2000 already!", it's more like, I don't feel time at all. It could be 2020 and I wouldn't feel a thing. I just overall feel extremely out. I've always been dissociated from everything but now it's sort of worse, last year I still felt some sort of "coming of doom" feeling regarding the new year and time still made some sort of sense. But now I have no actual clue. I don't think i am ready for any of this.
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going mc fucking crazy

That's simply it