One or two days ago I realized something. I will obviously not keep this blog after high school ends. My online presence will be immortalized as an eternal teen. I created it with the purpose of letting out my stupid teen angst in the form of words. Nobody will give a fuck a about my future. I will eventually either join the mass of futile adults or vanish. Both of those endings don't have a place here. At least not with me. I will have eventually to become boring, that's just how our world works. Responsibilities will make me drown. I don't see myself ever being able to fit into the way things are supposed to occur. I don't see myself having a future. It's just like my timeline is almost ending.
Maybe I will join the Marines and die.
Maybe I will study physics.
Maybe nothing will ever happen and I will join the irrelevant mass.
I will never have children, a least not in this reality, not with my brain.
I am not being negative at all. I am just being realistic. Imagine seeing this blog full of boring adult shit? I also don't wanna see myself full of adult shit. I don't want to abdicate of my individuality, which is something that'll have to happen in exchange of living. Rare are the ones that have the power of escaping the attractive force of this sick cycle. Oh, how much do I envy them. Those few ones can truly achieve nirvana.
So yeah, senior year is comin, next year it'll be Auf Wiedersehen
Das ist alles
Wednesday, August 22, 2018
Tuesday, August 21, 2018
why do we give a fuck about generations ?
last saturday I was at thsi festival. I was waiting for the shuttle and there is this old guy, lying on the grass, looking like a 60's hippie. He was obviously head fucked. He was also complaining about "youngsters".
I don't know why, but this led me into thinking a little. After all, why do we give any flying fucks about generations? If we look at it, a generation always feels superior to the ones that came before them ( due to more modern knowledge ), and to the ones that came after ( because they feel wiser due to life experiences ). Old people love complaining about younger ones, rambling about how everything is easier now. But isn't that the god damn objective of evolution? For things to be easier and better? As humans we strive for perfection and knowledge, than how the fuck do you complain about us having better lives? That is your purpose! To help the following generations, by making a better world for them.
But instead, all we have is a group of stupid ass baby boomers complaining about gen-z and millennials. All they do is complain about the stuff we like, and not actually helping. They see us as total addicts. But a thing these retards can't get straight, is the fact that this is the way our world is. They always have something to criticize. I bet that when videogames started being popular they said they would be bad for their kids. When computers came up I bet they would also complain. They are never satisfied, their goal is to annihilate evolution and change. I get it, change sucks. You like the way things used to be in your good ol days. But, adults and other people need to comprehend that humans are an evolutionary species that is defined by their ability of changing.
Other way of putting this issue, if you don't like the way we behave when it comes to our habits and ways of living, maybe you gotta remember the fact that we are living in the world you creted.
*lmao, literally right now my aunt complained about me being online, then she made me close my in mid post and made go eat a god damned yogurt. Thing is, I was not feeling so well, and now I am apparently obligated to eat, and I will probably throw up. And if I told them that I was not feeling so well, they would probably ask " than why are you on the pc ?. Apparently science is something adults have given up, because I don't see the correlation between my stomachache and a LED screen. If this was the nintendo 3d virtual boy, I could actually get their complaints, but it is not. And there is also a shitload of hypocrisy present in this act. Many times I see my relatives waking up and going to the computer. But oh well, lmao, apparently I am any different.*
What is the big ass issue with us being on our computers or phones? We are not missing out that much in life. It's not like every other teenager isn't doing the same. Actually, this is how our life is. Of course we should do some stuff, but at least when i look at gen-z, I see that they usually like doing other stuff besides being online, and actually use our advanced tech as more of a tool to achieve success. But guess the fuck what? Older people love to stay ignorant and generalize everybody or just throw random ad hominems at us like they are some time of youtube comments loser. They think they are the wisest. But they are not, because in fact, nobody is. It's a fucking dogma and old people love to ignore it.
There is other funny thing about older generations. They remind me of SJWS in a certain way. They are always scattering through our ways of living, just to find something to complain about. Instead of giving us the fucking help we ask for, they say they never had help back in the ol days. So why the fuck not help us and try to make our fucking shitty world a little better? Grumpy old retards are a big part of why this world sucks. ( They are also the kind of people that don't believe in global warming, but this is not totally related to my argument ).
But instead, all we have is a group of stupid ass baby boomers complaining about gen-z and millennials. All they do is complain about the stuff we like, and not actually helping. They see us as total addicts. But a thing these retards can't get straight, is the fact that this is the way our world is. They always have something to criticize. I bet that when videogames started being popular they said they would be bad for their kids. When computers came up I bet they would also complain. They are never satisfied, their goal is to annihilate evolution and change. I get it, change sucks. You like the way things used to be in your good ol days. But, adults and other people need to comprehend that humans are an evolutionary species that is defined by their ability of changing.
Other way of putting this issue, if you don't like the way we behave when it comes to our habits and ways of living, maybe you gotta remember the fact that we are living in the world you creted.
*lmao, literally right now my aunt complained about me being online, then she made me close my in mid post and made go eat a god damned yogurt. Thing is, I was not feeling so well, and now I am apparently obligated to eat, and I will probably throw up. And if I told them that I was not feeling so well, they would probably ask " than why are you on the pc ?. Apparently science is something adults have given up, because I don't see the correlation between my stomachache and a LED screen. If this was the nintendo 3d virtual boy, I could actually get their complaints, but it is not. And there is also a shitload of hypocrisy present in this act. Many times I see my relatives waking up and going to the computer. But oh well, lmao, apparently I am any different.*
What is the big ass issue with us being on our computers or phones? We are not missing out that much in life. It's not like every other teenager isn't doing the same. Actually, this is how our life is. Of course we should do some stuff, but at least when i look at gen-z, I see that they usually like doing other stuff besides being online, and actually use our advanced tech as more of a tool to achieve success. But guess the fuck what? Older people love to stay ignorant and generalize everybody or just throw random ad hominems at us like they are some time of youtube comments loser. They think they are the wisest. But they are not, because in fact, nobody is. It's a fucking dogma and old people love to ignore it.
There is other funny thing about older generations. They remind me of SJWS in a certain way. They are always scattering through our ways of living, just to find something to complain about. Instead of giving us the fucking help we ask for, they say they never had help back in the ol days. So why the fuck not help us and try to make our fucking shitty world a little better? Grumpy old retards are a big part of why this world sucks. ( They are also the kind of people that don't believe in global warming, but this is not totally related to my argument ).
WE ARE THE RESULT OF YOUR BAD LIFE CHOICES, WE ARE WHAT YOU CREATED. YOU CAN'T GET RID OF PIECES OF YOURSELVES. WE ARE THE FUTURE OF YOUR NATION. IT IS UP TO YOU TO PAY FOR YOUR MISTAKES
Friday, August 17, 2018
poetry is gay
POETRY IS GAY
well, sometimes not.
Most part of the times is some cliché shit. Others is just guys tryna get girls,or whores copyin stupid ass poetic quotes to post with their cleavage.
But sometimes poetry has an actual feeling behind it.
Sometimes it holds value to some hearts
Others, it is just there to cover some wounds.
It is there to turn little sobs into painful words
To let the world know about the pain.
Perhaps we are using it to keep ours demons inside.
Whatever the reason might be, it keeps our hearts in place, and makes us feel safe.
this shit fockin gay
well, sometimes not.
Most part of the times is some cliché shit. Others is just guys tryna get girls,or whores copyin stupid ass poetic quotes to post with their cleavage.
But sometimes poetry has an actual feeling behind it.
Sometimes it holds value to some hearts
Others, it is just there to cover some wounds.
It is there to turn little sobs into painful words
To let the world know about the pain.
Perhaps we are using it to keep ours demons inside.
Whatever the reason might be, it keeps our hearts in place, and makes us feel safe.
this shit fockin gay
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