As of today, April 15th, I still have no idea of what I will do once everything ends. Once again I didn't make a good use of my time. Time is the most important resource and I waste it all. Throughout this years all I've been doing is acknowledge my mistakes but not correct them. It is dumb to waste my youth like this.
Wasted years, wasted life.
I failed to form social skills and connections, because I decided to isolate myself. I have gained the social conotation of "weird" or "freak" even though I am not that different from the mass. It feels painful to know it is my fault. To think that simple naive reactions to social discomfort have ruined me. Pathetic.
I made dumb rushed mistakes. I always regretted them and kept repeating them. That is the product of pure ignorance. It hurts to be this hypocritical. My laziness killed me. I didn't do anything relevant in the last 6 years of my life. Incompetence is my only occupation, I even managed to never be consistent with my hobbies.
There is nothing for me.
Auf wiedersehen
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